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this is a vent
the world keeps falling down on me and i don’t know what to do anymore
i know i’m going to loose things and never get them back
no amount of money, wishing, crying, begging will ever bring those things back
yet the worlds i touch for years begin to crumble
and i can’t do anything to stop it
i can only watch it crumble and blame it on myself
yet no amount of guilt i put on myself can change the outcome
in the unlikely chance that i grasp something and keep it with me, i won’t let go for as long as possible
i can only hope i can grasp onto them all
but i’m not a god. i don’t have enough hands
not enough time
because time continues, whether we like it or not. and we never know that we’ve lost grasp of something until it’s too late.
we try to reach for it. if you’re lucky, you can grab it before it’s too late. you can treasure it. spend time with it.
but if you’re like me, you don’t know how much time is left with it. you don’t know if you can run and grasp it. if you can change the fate.
how can you change something that is set in time. while writing this i got déjà vu. i’ve heard that means you’re at the right spot at the right time. but i don’t want this to be right
not when my worlds i’ve touched have began to crumble.May 10, 2021
the world keeps falling down on me and i don’t know what to do anymore
i know i’m going to loose things and never get them back
no amount of money, wishing, crying, begging will ever bring those things back
yet the worlds i touch for years begin to crumble
and i can’t do anything to stop it
i can only watch it crumble and blame it on myself
yet no amount of guilt i put on myself can change the outcome
in the unlikely chance that i grasp something and keep it with me, i won’t let go for as long as possible
i can only hope i can grasp onto them all
but i’m not a god. i don’t have enough hands
not enough time
because time continues, whether we like it or not. and we never know that we’ve lost grasp of something until it’s too late.
we try to reach for it. if you’re lucky, you can grab it before it’s too late. you can treasure it. spend time with it.
but if you’re like me, you don’t know how much time is left with it. you don’t know if you can run and grasp it. if you can change the fate.
how can you change something that is set in time. while writing this i got déjà vu. i’ve heard that means you’re at the right spot at the right time. but i don’t want this to be right
not when my worlds i’ve touched have began to crumble.May 10, 2021
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I try to treasure what I have for as long as I can, as it could just you know, magically go away anytime, I’m told things are supposed to happen for a reason, but what about the bad things? Idk, but anyway, I can’t imagine how you may be feeling rn with things going on, and don’t worry, I’m always and will always be around if you need to talk, I’m not great with social skills and don’t have great responses as you may know but I’ll listen, I always have your back! 
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