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Going through things... (VENT)
Just when things were looking up again... history repeats itself once more to remind me that no matter how happy I am with my friends or "friends" that I alone will be the last one abandoned. No matter how hard I try to crawl myself out of the hole of which I sink deeper in, no one is coming back for an expendable unit whose sole purpose is being disposable and made to be forgotten.Even when I do find glimmers of hope, I will forever be shot back into the pit again endlessly clawing my way out no matter how hard I try. Until I realize this is my existence, no one's going to remember or ever want me around for who or what I even am anymore...
IRL and online no matter how things progress, it always finds a way to remind me. Over and over and over and over...Nov 17, 2024
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