i draw clowns hehe :^)
ACT II: First Love/Heartbreak
reality finally sinks in. I feel my heart drop into my stomach. tears sting the back of my eyes as i hear your fumbling excuses, feel your pitiful gaze fall upon my back. the masked figure laughs at my misery; mocking me for my foolish hope. the last embers of it have been brutally extinguished, trampled by your foot. i feel stupid, childish and naive; for i may not be a coward, but i sure am a fool.Oct 31, 2021#watercolor
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I am actually going through a break up rn, he broke my heart when he said that he doesn't love me anymore and right now I am in so much mental but also physical pain. I'm still in the process of processing and accepting my feelings. Everything was so perfect yet for some reason it just had to shatter. The break up itself was the best way he could have ended it but even when it was the best it still hurts so so much and it feels unbearable in a way. For me I hope I heal in a healthy way, rn I'm doing my best to heal without scarring and I'm confident in myself, nonetheless I still feel miserable.
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