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Intolerance

This piece is probably amongst the most bizarre things I ever did. The reason is, this is what happened when I forced myself to draw as I was having a severe food intolerance crisis that'd mess me up on a daily basis (when I assure it's no joke if you have it, really...)
Somehow, I value it very much, even though it is abstract. It's kind of a reminder to me, that my troubles are real.

To explain it all, well I made it at a time where I was getting too thin despite trying to eat things, my digestive tract was a wreck and I was in so much pain that the idea of drawing an humanoid character was litterally out of question - it would litterally make me angry and bitter to attempt to draw someone healthy (so I decided to try to draw an holographic piece of cloth. As a way to study how light hit it... It kind of failed I think)

To add up, I was in a very unhealthy environnement, my thoughts were maniacal and I struggled breathing since... For some reasons, my intolerance crisis do give me rhinitis :/

It's still crazy to me that I learned to recognize my problems partly through my art. And I feel thankful for having this skill now, really. So yeah, all in all, a very significant and dear drawing to me. Nonsensical from the outside, but full of meaning to me.
Jul 13, 2021
#illness
#abstract
#patterns
#multicolor
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