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• comms always opengonna try to talk to my doctor about being trans and possibly seeing if I could test for autism the next time I visit one 
hopefully then maybe they'll be able to "document my gender dysphoria" so that I'll be one step closer to top surgery. and hopefully if I can get tested it will be helpful to me . I feel like it would clear up a lot and I feel like there are a lot of things I am shamed for by teachers and family members and even one of my (ex-)friends that I didn't feel like I could control or didn't realize there was anything inherently wrong with what I was doing or saying (avoiding eye contact, saying things that I didn't intend to be interpreted in a mean way but they were taken in a mean way regardless, asking permission before doing anything, asking "a lot of questions" when they "were not needed", etc. ) 
Jun 16, 2022
hopefully then maybe they'll be able to "document my gender dysphoria" so that I'll be one step closer to top surgery. and hopefully if I can get tested it will be helpful to me . I feel like it would clear up a lot and I feel like there are a lot of things I am shamed for by teachers and family members and even one of my (ex-)friends that I didn't feel like I could control or didn't realize there was anything inherently wrong with what I was doing or saying (avoiding eye contact, saying things that I didn't intend to be interpreted in a mean way but they were taken in a mean way regardless, asking permission before doing anything, asking "a lot of questions" when they "were not needed", etc. ) Jun 16, 2022Comments
it rlly hurt my feelings a lot when that ex-friend of mine interpreted what I said wrong and even after I explained that I didn't mean it in the way he took it, he still acted offended. all I said was that he looked like one of my other friends, but that my other friend was not ugly. I added the last part with the intention of "please do not take me saying you look like this other person as an insult, I am not trying to insult your appearance, I am just saying not to worry because the person I am saying you look like is not ugly" ...he took it as me saying that he is like an ugly version of that other friend. even after I explained it to him, he was mad about it and constantly brought it up through the entire school year. (I mean this happened early in the first semester, and by the end of the year he was still mad about it and wouldn't just forget it!!)
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