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Why I struggle to create art part 2
Social media, all it did was made me feel bad again about my art. The numbers, the competition, I could no longer keep up with it.
One day about 4 years ago I started listening to Swedish Folk Music and getting into vikingar history. I started sewing my own viking apron dress. Then I discovered tablet weaving through my research. I wanted to try it. I did. And I loved it.
Then this year I got into runic divination. And started practicing shamanism. Suddenly new paths opened. And I knew why I was on this earth. To teach and heal others. To give light.
But what about drawing. Well, all my past trauma of struggling to get a job in a field I always dreamed of getting into left a scar. I still like creating drawings, I just draw or doodle for myself now. I rarely post because not many people would see it any way. And now I know based on meditations the animation path was one I wasn't meant for. I was sad to find that out. But at least I know what my purpose is now.Dec 1, 2021
Social media, all it did was made me feel bad again about my art. The numbers, the competition, I could no longer keep up with it.
One day about 4 years ago I started listening to Swedish Folk Music and getting into vikingar history. I started sewing my own viking apron dress. Then I discovered tablet weaving through my research. I wanted to try it. I did. And I loved it.
Then this year I got into runic divination. And started practicing shamanism. Suddenly new paths opened. And I knew why I was on this earth. To teach and heal others. To give light.
But what about drawing. Well, all my past trauma of struggling to get a job in a field I always dreamed of getting into left a scar. I still like creating drawings, I just draw or doodle for myself now. I rarely post because not many people would see it any way. And now I know based on meditations the animation path was one I wasn't meant for. I was sad to find that out. But at least I know what my purpose is now.Dec 1, 2021
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