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They/SheOmfg warning : mental health rant
I have only been going to therapy once a week for three weeks.
And my mother says "you need to get it together. I got you helped(she helped me set the appointment) and I hope you learning coping mechanism but you need to get your life together"
Ma'am. I thought I needed to keep myself ALIVE. What happened to original plot? Is it my time?
I am TRYING. I AM DOING MY WORK.(Not class) I DO ALL MY WORK AND IF I FAUL IT'S BECAUSE I'M STUPID. Like- I'm trying '-'
I feel like I'm on the edge. Like- wtf I get everyone has mental health problems and still live their lives and blah blah blah
CHECK THE SUI*E RATES
CHECK THE HOMELESS RATES
Stop.
._. thanks for making sure my life doesn't matter yummy
not everyone is the same and we are in a pandemic. Like I am literally BECOMING AN ACTUALLY ADULT in a pandemic. Learning everything as it falls apart-
It's not I don't want to grow up, I just don't want to die and I relate dying to GROWING UP. Not my fault I'M BLACK AND QUEER.
'-'
No one understands our struggle but us(the gens growing up in the pandemic), so why even fucking try.
Everyone thinks I'm an asshole and it makes my anxiety sky rocket. Thanks for teaching me that no one but you (barely) will love. Thanks for telling that to my not fully developed BRAIN. So good. So yummy for me.May 5, 2021
I have only been going to therapy once a week for three weeks.
And my mother says "you need to get it together. I got you helped(she helped me set the appointment) and I hope you learning coping mechanism but you need to get your life together"
Ma'am. I thought I needed to keep myself ALIVE. What happened to original plot? Is it my time?
I am TRYING. I AM DOING MY WORK.(Not class) I DO ALL MY WORK AND IF I FAUL IT'S BECAUSE I'M STUPID. Like- I'm trying '-'
I feel like I'm on the edge. Like- wtf I get everyone has mental health problems and still live their lives and blah blah blah
CHECK THE SUI*E RATES
CHECK THE HOMELESS RATES
Stop.
._. thanks for making sure my life doesn't matter yummy
not everyone is the same and we are in a pandemic. Like I am literally BECOMING AN ACTUALLY ADULT in a pandemic. Learning everything as it falls apart-
It's not I don't want to grow up, I just don't want to die and I relate dying to GROWING UP. Not my fault I'M BLACK AND QUEER.
'-'
No one understands our struggle but us(the gens growing up in the pandemic), so why even fucking try.
Everyone thinks I'm an asshole and it makes my anxiety sky rocket. Thanks for teaching me that no one but you (barely) will love. Thanks for telling that to my not fully developed BRAIN. So good. So yummy for me.May 5, 2021
#rant
#itbelikethat
#mad
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