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Day whatever on trying to make myself draw. I have seemed to have lost all motivation in everything including drawing.
Have you ever felt that even though you have a few good friends around you that you still feel completely alone in everything? I know how good my friends are but I just feel like even though I have them I just can't get over how bad I've been feeling. Some know how I've been but it'd also to a point I don't want to be a big downer in their lives so I never go fully into how I'm truly feeling.. no matter how much I would be told "I love you" or things like that I'm just sad all the time... I know that I shouldn't feel this way and what I think is not right but I just can't help it. I know I need help but I also am having issues with finding ways and even talking about my feelings. It feels like when I wanna talk to someone about it there's a lump in my throat stopping me. I'm hoping I can find a way for myself to find someone soon. Maybe when I get help I can finally get motivation back...
Nov 7, 2024
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