@that_user's post on Artfol
Guys...This whole "Female" thing is starting to really fuckin suck(it's always sucked)
Yesterday I wore a really pretty tank top, some tight leggings, did my hair all nice, I was just really nice looking...I wanted to cry! I couldn't look at myself in the mirror to long or else I'd start thinking that was someone else. I literally felt like my body and mind where trying to rip apart from each other.
It's also not helpful because I keep changing my mind about the whole trans thing because mostly everyone around me doesn't like it.
My mom would apparently not want me as her child if I was trans, My "Friend" Hates when I talk about it, The guy I like probably wouldn't like me anymore
also idk if this is TMI but I can't even take a shower or piss without having a slight heartache Everytime I realize I'm female-
Aug 23, 2023
Yesterday I wore a really pretty tank top, some tight leggings, did my hair all nice, I was just really nice looking...I wanted to cry! I couldn't look at myself in the mirror to long or else I'd start thinking that was someone else. I literally felt like my body and mind where trying to rip apart from each other.
It's also not helpful because I keep changing my mind about the whole trans thing because mostly everyone around me doesn't like it.
My mom would apparently not want me as her child if I was trans, My "Friend" Hates when I talk about it, The guy I like probably wouldn't like me anymore
also idk if this is TMI but I can't even take a shower or piss without having a slight heartache Everytime I realize I'm female-
Aug 23, 2023Comments
Sounds like your body dismorphia is coming from other people rather than yourself. The pressures, fears and thoughts of others is making you hate yourself. My disphoria was because of this too but I got over it when I cut certain people out of my life, was kind to and took care of myself. There is nothing wrong with your parts. They are what they are and metal af. V's last longer than D's and you dont need insertion. There is nothing wrong with admitting that youre beautiful and loving yourself for it. Many people arent. work around it, make it a strength. Pretty boys are sexy. youre allowed to do femine things and be masculine. You're valid. find power in it and in yourself. If youre uncomfortable in your clothes change your style. accept what you can and cant change, be yourself. like what you like. dont put yourself in a box. Fuck everyone else's feelings. there are other crushes, other friends. Of which it sounds like you need a new one.
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I hope people have the freedom to breathe whatever their identity is, and the freedom to chage their expression over time if they want to, or to experiment with their expression if they want to. Norms and external pressure tends to put people in very restricted boxes that aren't good for anyone.
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