@Alstroerats's post on Artfol
I feel... uninspired with drawing lately. Nothing I draw looks good, it all looks like trash to me. I'd like to paint, but I feel like I never have time even when I do. Maybe I've had too much stress?
Maybe it's all the trash I've been eating for.... weeks? When I get very upset, I tend to eat a ton of sugary things, usually pop... it's always pop
I try and try to get off it, and I manage it sometimes, but I always seem to fail. I don't have a strong support system when it comes to that, but I try still. The will is there, the drive is there, but I keep tripping... I really want to knock that shit off. I used to have some healthier go-to things when I felt like I was about to mess up. I should get back to exercising as well... I know it'll help, because I do actually enjoy it. I have a weighted 3lb hula hoop I like for light cardio and leg/core workouts. I remember I could even swing that hoop for more than 5sec. NOW I can for around 10mins.
I can do this, I know I can. I just feel defeated already... but I want to try again. I KNOW I can do it, I have before! I am nervous...Feb 5, 2025
Maybe it's all the trash I've been eating for.... weeks? When I get very upset, I tend to eat a ton of sugary things, usually pop... it's always pop
I try and try to get off it, and I manage it sometimes, but I always seem to fail. I don't have a strong support system when it comes to that, but I try still. The will is there, the drive is there, but I keep tripping... I really want to knock that shit off. I used to have some healthier go-to things when I felt like I was about to mess up. I should get back to exercising as well... I know it'll help, because I do actually enjoy it. I have a weighted 3lb hula hoop I like for light cardio and leg/core workouts. I remember I could even swing that hoop for more than 5sec. NOW I can for around 10mins.I can do this, I know I can. I just feel defeated already... but I want to try again. I KNOW I can do it, I have before! I am nervous...Feb 5, 2025
#thoughts
#nervous
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