@Pokeaven's post on Artfol
trans-MTFlisten, I'm sorry I'm still not posting art. I promise I'm getting back to it, it's just I'm going through a lot rn.
(Big rant ahead: I doubt anyone would care)
Motivation: draining
Hope: Gone
Happiness: Can't find it
Will to live any longer: Growing short
I want to find ways to make me happy, but I feel sad no matter what I do. I want to share that I'm Trans and do stuff about it to make me more me. I want to share all my problems. But I just feel like nobody will listen to me, respect me, or won't help me.
I want to make more friends, but I'm scared of many things going wrong. Plus, I'm scared that my current friends aren't even my friends and they all hate me.
I'm scared that . . . nobody cares, not even my family.Aug 20, 2023
(Big rant ahead: I doubt anyone would care)
Motivation: draining
Hope: Gone
Happiness: Can't find it
Will to live any longer: Growing short
I want to find ways to make me happy, but I feel sad no matter what I do. I want to share that I'm Trans and do stuff about it to make me more me. I want to share all my problems. But I just feel like nobody will listen to me, respect me, or won't help me.
I want to make more friends, but I'm scared of many things going wrong. Plus, I'm scared that my current friends aren't even my friends and they all hate me.
I'm scared that . . . nobody cares, not even my family.Aug 20, 2023
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hey its ok if you don't post art, you don't owe us anything! your well-being is the priority, so don't be afraid to do whatever you need to do <3 Take as many breaks, vent, search for help, express yourself, distract yourself or anything you want, I can even see you already have some people's support in these comments, mine included!
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there is no need to apologize for not having any art, especially if you are having a rough time right now!! i understand what you’re going through, it’s really hard when you are not out to the people around you, and its really intimidating making new friends, or knowing what your current ones think of you. i don’t know what your situation is, but it could help to try and find lgbtq resource places near you if you have them, you may be able to find someone to talk to? i understand if that isn’t an option, if not maybe you can find a site online? as for being out, it may be best to test how a person you want to come out to feels about transness first, to ensure your safety. i am hoping the best for you, and i also want to say that you aren’t alone in this. i promise you, there are people who want to listen to you and help you
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Take your time, don't apologise for anything. It's hard when things are like that, but everything will be better someday, just don't give up 
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