️ Head Empty ️

After a long hiatus, I have returned.

Life has somewhat improved. A big source of depression and suicidal ideation- and the Anger- came from the constant and consistent stress and drama from living at home. The stories I could tell ! But I won't.

I'm out of there and my stress levels have dropped to a much more manageable level, I don't get migraines anymore, I can actually b r e a t h e, literally, my heart doesn't race and feel on verge of collapse. I'm still very much struggling with life, on that mfkn grind, making bands, engaged, quit shrooms and pills, reduced my weed and alcohol intake, looking for a forever home town to settle down in, car troubles, lost friends to suicide and other silly reasons but that's life and there's still so much drama back home but I'm free from it and their bs. I'm still struggling with art block, but I'm happy to draw and finish up old old pieces.

I'm free. I'm significantly happier than before. No one gets to disrupt my peace and my quiet little life. I look forward to where life takes me.

I'm not very active or social online anymore. Tons of people expect immediate response, and I simply don't have the energy to fulfill their needs. I run on my time. I just like to share my art, I don't expect any attention nor engagement.

Till next time