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Work with vectors from late last year. This was the only time I ever had a partner ask me this, when I was absolutely certain they did not love me.I bet they still think that one day we were so in love, and the next it "just wasnt there anymore," but it was the opposite. I loved them a great deal and I watched as their interest in me weaned, and eventually I was just someone "for" them. Someone to talk to when they weren't busy with their other friends, or video games. Someone to keep them from being alone. Someone to constantly reassure them, and be interested in their interests, and support their endeavors, when they rarely did the same for me.
They were awfully sweet, honestly. But after a year of being with someone, I was tired of being an object. I was tired of days and weeks of being ignored, or having the subject changed abruptly whenever I said anything serious. I wanted them to love me ans commit to me the way I had committed to them.
When I realized that wasn't going to happen, because I just wasnt worth the effort, that is when I stopped loving them. I still cared and I still missed them a lot. But it wasn't love. Love was something I felt wilting inside of me every day.
ANYWAY... ya dont get lore like this on inst*gram.Nov 26, 2020
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