@its_yuuhaaa's post on Artfol

When I was young, I made a mistake.
I gave you
My heart
Because I loved the way you looked at me.
You made me feel special.
You made me feel that the world was mine to conquer.
I was naive. And stupid. And I gave you my all.

Yet

Knowing of my youthful foolishness

You threw me out
Into a society that wasn’t ready to accept me for who I am

I don’t want to be the Oscar Wilde, the Alan Turing of my generation
— Defined not by my talent, but by tragedy

Of a sin made by society

— I’m not ready to walk eternity with my guilt

Knowing that people will only remember me by a single trait

History speaking of only my demise and not my rise

And not by the success nor talents I possess

But by the single mistake

Of loving you.
Apr 20, 2021
#freeverse
#poetry
#demise
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