Eating disorder and panic attack
GEDIO 2024 Day 13
Disclaimer and Content Warning:This drawing and painting might be offensive, triggering, or even thought-provoking. Viewer discretion is advised.
Geisha/geiko/geigi every day in October (GEDIO) 2024 Day 13: a 4B pencil, 2B Pencil, and watercolor painting of me unlocking a memory of me having fear of eating food in late January of 2023 on a Friday. I'm at a grocery store that serves you Chinese food precooked with my sibling. I'm having sesame chicken, chicken egg rolls, sweet and sour sauce, soy sauce, and finally, a fortune cookie. I'm scared of eating my Chinese food. I can feel my heart racing. I'm having irrational anxiety/panic thoughts that I'm going to have anaphylaxis. I'm grabbing my phone and firing up the Pinterest app. I'm having an East Asian theme. I'm looking at a Japanese geisha picture on Pinterest. Once I'm looking at Geisha pictures, I'm having a relaxation reaction. I eat all of my eggrolls and Chinese food. I felt so proud of myself.Oct 13, 2024
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