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What’s the most angriest moment in your life? The most out raged you’ve been, like super mad to the point your f red like a tomato?Jun 27, 2021
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Well for one basically any time my dad has used his age against me in an argument- I’m legit 21 years old w a uni education, It’s like- my man that doesn’t really a p p l y anymore, esp in topics I legit specialize in. 
But other than that- this is more rage in hindsight, but jfc the amount of rage I felt after my first breakup bc I let myself get stepped on so bad it was ridiculous- (basically I was 15, got in a relationship and they pressured me into polyamory that I didn’t wanna be a part of but then got guilt tripped into. Not saying polyamory is inherently bad but it made me personally feel like shit.) so I got uh- very angry at myself after this whole thing like how tf- why did I let someone treat me like that?????
But other than that- this is more rage in hindsight, but jfc the amount of rage I felt after my first breakup bc I let myself get stepped on so bad it was ridiculous- (basically I was 15, got in a relationship and they pressured me into polyamory that I didn’t wanna be a part of but then got guilt tripped into. Not saying polyamory is inherently bad but it made me personally feel like shit.) so I got uh- very angry at myself after this whole thing like how tf- why did I let someone treat me like that?????
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one time an old friend stayed over for dinner after she dropped me off after hanging out and she thought my mom's cooking was 'bland.' she then asked if she could have some salt and instead of putting it into her food, she dumped a bunch onto the actual dish. talk about putting salt in the wound! 
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all the people mentioned here, i do not have any contact with and ill be using fake names as well lol
So my best friend, ill call Bunko, was best friends with another friend ill call Muffin. Muffin, oh muffin she was interesting. Bunko and muffin were the dynamic duo of the friend group and they fit together like crazy. they brought life to the group.
Turns out muffin was a bit of a manipulative liar, and ended up ditching Bunko, sorta forcing him outta the group, and leaving me in an uncomfortable spot. Ysee Muffin claimed trauma, claimed Bunko was doing some uhh, lets say 18+ things with Muffin who was like, 4 years younger than him. I trust Bunko enough to say he would never do that, and overall it was a massive misunderstanding.
So i was put into this position where now, these 2 best friends of mine, are worst enemies. Bunko is one of the loneliest people on the planet, so i wanted to reinsert him into the group so hed have a friend other than myself.
So, i decided to play my normal role in the friend group as the therapist friend, and try and clear up Muffins thoughts. cuz again, it was massive miscommunication on both parts. maybe i could clear something up.
for 4 months i kept telling muffin id help her figure out her thoughts on that situation when she was ready. But she said the same thing every time, she said she wasnt ready yet, she said "every time i think of him, its an instant panic attack" and i hate to be that guy who downplays mental health but really? if you think about the guy for one second, just instantaneously?
So eventually i forced a situation of either, she doesnt get to play in my dnd campaign, or Bunko is in the dnd campaign. She kept trying to stall and thats what got me going. She didnt want to confront anything, her own damned problems, me, Bunko, and she just made the situation out to be way bigger than it was. As did i, but Muffin handled it absolutely horribly and i was frustrated by how much she wanted to just... pretend what happened before didnt happen.
So my best friend, ill call Bunko, was best friends with another friend ill call Muffin. Muffin, oh muffin she was interesting. Bunko and muffin were the dynamic duo of the friend group and they fit together like crazy. they brought life to the group.
Turns out muffin was a bit of a manipulative liar, and ended up ditching Bunko, sorta forcing him outta the group, and leaving me in an uncomfortable spot. Ysee Muffin claimed trauma, claimed Bunko was doing some uhh, lets say 18+ things with Muffin who was like, 4 years younger than him. I trust Bunko enough to say he would never do that, and overall it was a massive misunderstanding.
So i was put into this position where now, these 2 best friends of mine, are worst enemies. Bunko is one of the loneliest people on the planet, so i wanted to reinsert him into the group so hed have a friend other than myself.
So, i decided to play my normal role in the friend group as the therapist friend, and try and clear up Muffins thoughts. cuz again, it was massive miscommunication on both parts. maybe i could clear something up.
for 4 months i kept telling muffin id help her figure out her thoughts on that situation when she was ready. But she said the same thing every time, she said she wasnt ready yet, she said "every time i think of him, its an instant panic attack" and i hate to be that guy who downplays mental health but really? if you think about the guy for one second, just instantaneously?
So eventually i forced a situation of either, she doesnt get to play in my dnd campaign, or Bunko is in the dnd campaign. She kept trying to stall and thats what got me going. She didnt want to confront anything, her own damned problems, me, Bunko, and she just made the situation out to be way bigger than it was. As did i, but Muffin handled it absolutely horribly and i was frustrated by how much she wanted to just... pretend what happened before didnt happen.
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