@insect0id_freakaz0id's post on Artfol

vent post :( um general tw for thoughts of sh or su1c1de






so I'm sure it's been visible that I am not in a mentally good place as of recently maybe
I did want to hurt myself again last night
and I was hoping I wouldn't think about it today
I was trying to talk to my friend on the bus and some girl shoved me out of the way and yelled at me when I tried to catch up with my friend
anddd now I'm thinking I need to hurt myself again because I was in somebody's way

I just wish people were a little nicer or attempted to be more understanding
getting mad at somebody and yelling at them and pushing them down just for something like this can genuinely be a matter of life or death for someone who is having a tough time with suicidal + self-destructive thoughts
May 9, 2022
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Hey you may have seen me liking your posts and not commenting.. I don’t mean it as to ignore you I’m just never sure how to approach.. stuff like this- considering I suffer from similar as well..

I just wanna let you know that I’m here! I don’t know you but I’m willing to get to know you! And if there’s anything I can do to help I’m here! I really do hope things get better for you!
it's not your fault at all. they could've easily said "excuse me" or something, shoving you was just them wanting to be rude. what you're going through sucks. please remember that you don't need to punish yourself for anything <33 love you
If you wanna dm me to talk about anything go ahead. Idk if I'll respond right away tho
The absolute nerve of some people. They'll never learn, it's not your fault. I'm so sorry
Hey.. im so sorry this is happening. I understand that things are difficult right now, but it WILL get better. Just not on its own. You are so tough and brave and i am so proud of you. I know you can do this. And if you ever need anybody, im here for you. My dms are always open. Stay safe ♥️
I wish people were more understanding too but there was no way you could’ve known you were in their way and they could’ve just gone around you so it’s not at all you’re fault and definitely not something you should hurt yourself for. And sorry for the two notifications I accidentally sent it before I finished writing
I often wish people were more respectful and understanding, too, but at the same time other people's actions and mistakes are not under your control.