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Gliese <3
Oh. my. god. So yesterday at the tearoom my granddad and his partner appeared, her name is Joy. Joy is my favourite description word but I hate it as a name, I love using the word it's infinitely wonderous. A couple days ago I write a bunch of scribbled nonsense and yesterday I line it, THEY SEE IT (while I was WORKING AND COULDNT STOP THEM!!!!) And oh my fucking god, I hate to swear but they definitely saw 'FRUITY BITCH BOY' cause that shits in bold. My grandad can't go a damn day without saying innapropriate bullshit so he would definitely know what 'fruity bitch boy' implies... Mf dude doesnt even know I'm trans so he wouldn't have a clue that I only call him these words cuz IIII am gay as shit for him... I'm losing my god pooping marbles, they wouldn't understand that 'I would kill him so bad, (beats him to death),' etc are the ways I show affection </3 (I don't actually engage in violent activities, I prefer hugs <3) but GOD DAMMIT I AM HUMILIATED!!!!!! THEY PROBABLY DONT EVEN REALISE HES A MAN, THEYRE OLD THEY WONT UNDERSTAND THAT MEN CAN WEAR LITTLE-TO-NOTHING FLIRTY CLOTHES </3 PLUNGING NECKLINE AND HIPS ON SHOW???? hnnfnnnnnbvnnn I dont want cat pics anymore, send me pretty clouds and sunsets i cannot be the grr rat wisteuriad naymror itstoo nchh jfjfjnnnnnbvnvnnnnnn ffffruity bitch boy... they would literally evaporate if they knew i drew him in a wedding dress, as a fruity ass shreksy vampire and uh.. in even less than he usually wears (sus)... They literally just see me as a pink haired girly gorl theydontknowthemanIam. iii am a holy man full of sins to do with my favourite ever: Gliese. Jay. Rose. Good, ducking, god, goodbye recovery is needed from this holy pooop.eeeeeevn you, you dont know me do u.?.?;£ u knwo nothing if my geliesee obsessionr u knaoe NOTTH IN G ABOUT M!!!!! (i am sobbing in the corner, my pride is shattered, imagine if the gliese nsfw AU got out and my grandparents fucking saw it, id literally run away. i cannot. helpp........)Feb 8, 2023
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ofc i put the digitalart tag insteada traditional.. SIGH. ill screw my brain on properly tomoz..
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