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Oof sorta a vent?????? But I never know how to put things into words- so,,
I'm fucking chubby right??????? Why is it that Every time I do something weird like idk, sing in the shower or have my toddler brothers step on my feet so I can dance with them, that I think everyone that I know will judge me for doing it??????????
Like- I will wear a tank top and then think literally everyone on this planet will judge me for wearing something I don't usually wear?? Because I'm like "ah people will think I'm ugly asf and make fun of me bc I'm a chubby girl(technically) wearing a tank top??"
All of my friends are like perfect tall skinny kings and queens and I'm just the short friend who's chubby like- I'm literally only taller than my friend(also ex) who's like 4'6 at 13?????????
How do I even survive rn????? I feel like I'm dying emotionally and mentally- I'm 90% sure I might have a mental disorder-
Drawing is my coping mechanism and like none of my friends even talk to me that much nor can I contact them so seriously I've been thinking that I'm better off dead.May 17, 2021
I'm fucking chubby right??????? Why is it that Every time I do something weird like idk, sing in the shower or have my toddler brothers step on my feet so I can dance with them, that I think everyone that I know will judge me for doing it??????????
Like- I will wear a tank top and then think literally everyone on this planet will judge me for wearing something I don't usually wear?? Because I'm like "ah people will think I'm ugly asf and make fun of me bc I'm a chubby girl(technically) wearing a tank top??"
All of my friends are like perfect tall skinny kings and queens and I'm just the short friend who's chubby like- I'm literally only taller than my friend(also ex) who's like 4'6 at 13?????????
How do I even survive rn????? I feel like I'm dying emotionally and mentally- I'm 90% sure I might have a mental disorder-
Drawing is my coping mechanism and like none of my friends even talk to me that much nor can I contact them so seriously I've been thinking that I'm better off dead.May 17, 2021
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