Drawing under the light(Au character)
Have you ever lost someone dear to you? Not? And I had to go through it. Now I'm 21 and I still dream about his dead body, the coffin and the last words he managed to say.Then it was the beginning of winter, it was just snowing.
– Yeah, yeah, yeah, okay... – Daniel listened attentively to Raven, – yeah, I understand, I’ll be there in ten fifteen minutes, before the connection, – after these words, he switched off and put the phone in his pocket, he looked at me .
Are you called again? – At that moment I looked at Dan with anxiety and this anxiety grew very strongly inside me, as if I felt something then and then I was not mistaken, but it turned out to be too late. But we'll get to that.
– Yes, but I’m sorry, the sun, but it’s necessary, – his smile... She seemed to want to say “Don’t worry, everything will be fine”, she always reassured me, but not this time...
It was night outside then, the weather decided to go wild then in full. I waited every time looking out the window, then at the phone. But at that moment, when I glanced at Nona, she was then sound asleep, I heard the phone ring. With those shaking hands, I took it hoping it was Den, but I was wrong...it wasn't him... It was Raven, his boss. I didn’t have time to say anything then, because the man started as soon as I picked up the phone.
“World, come soon, Daniel… He…!”
At that moment, I really realized that I had no reason to worry. Various scenarios began to occur in my head, ranging from a severe injury to his death.
Running to the place, I saw how the doctors gathered around him, and one of them did not let me go to him. "Let's pass!" I exclaimed, and everything that is possible was mixed in my eyes, starting from sadness, and ending with anger and hatred. They let me pass, I ran at the same minute to Den and fell on my knees near his bunk.
The body was as if torn to pieces, bruises, scratches, abrasions, wounds, especially near important organs.
– Den... – at the same moment tears ran from my eyes, I gently took his hand and started rubbing my face against his palm. I repeated his name in a whisper, asked the Lord to give him a chance. I want to say that I am not a believer, I am even skeptical about belief, but when your loved one is on the verge, you begin to believe in everything that is possible. At that very moment, I felt his hand twitch slightly and his tired face turn around. Den wanted to get up then, but I abruptly got up on my feet and easily put my hand on his chest, saying, “Don’t get up, you can’t,” and in the same second I knelt down again and put my hands next to me, and buried my head in them. “I knew... I knew that you shouldn't have let go...” At that moment, tears appeared in my eyes again.
At some point, he silently looked at me and said with a slight smile:
“Still, you really shouldn’t have gone, I saw your experience, and usually when you look at me like that before each mission, everything usually went fine, but here ...
- And here you are in a difficult situation! - At that moment, I realized that I raised my tone and immediately calmed down, - I'm sorry ... I'm just worried about you ...
– And not in vain... With my condition... I would like to give you some hope for my life, but here... I'm afraid to promise you something...
“Don’t talk like that…please…don’t say it, I don’t want to lose you…” At that moment, I started to choke again in tears. I don't want to lose him... I'm scared... and I felt Dan's finger lightly pass over my cheek, as if he was cleaning a tear from my cheek.
– World... I’m sure you can build a good destiny, but I’m not sure what it will be with me anymore... if I die, I will protect you and protect you even in the next world and... – silence, I looked at him at that moment.
“Den…” at that moment I saw his eyes begin to go dim, and the heart rate monitor stopped showing his heartbeat, “no… no!” Don't go! Do not leave me!
I screamed, screamed with all my might, the doctors were pulling me away from him by force. Then I stopped listening to anyone, even myself ...
There was no snow for three days. He went when we began to hide the coffin in the ground. A white veil even covered the coffin, I could not believe it. His parents and sister allowed me not to move out of his apartment. It was difficult to stay there. The brothers tried to bring me to my senses, Ikina too... But no one could do it. Then I was so immersed in myself that I stopped noticing anything, the only thing that remained familiar to me was my pet's feeder. I kept looking at the squirrel. Her name... He came up with it... The apartment... The things that are here, it's all his... Flowers... Pendant... Earrings... He gave it... Why do I say this? Because all this reminded me of him ... All this did not allow me to forget him. The pain inside everything squeezed and squeezed, sometimes I could not breathe. Although Raven said that those who were involved in his death paid with their heads. But why is it not easier for me? I should rejoice... But what's the point? He can’t be returned ... I couldn’t even be in his apartment, even at home ... Because it reminded me of his arrival. Then I still decided to rent a hotel room to try to stay there, to muffle the tighter pain, but this did not help either. The only way out for me was suicide. I then went to the park, it was night, I knew that the park would not be full of people, and in general they would not be. I stood on the bridge, looked down, climbed over the pirila and stood holding on to them. At that moment, I was not even preparing to jump, I just mentally said goodbye to everyone, and when I finished my mental farewell, I looked at the sky with a slight smile and at that moment mentally said:
We will meet now...
And then, as if I felt his hand on my head, and the second one seemed to be on my waist, as if he was hugging me, and in my ears the bell rang from his bracelet that I gave him.
"Don't do this" - I heard his voice in my head and in the same second I was pulled back.
- You fell off the oak!? - they returned me to the bridge and raised my head to the top, and it was Raven, - what the hell are you going to play weird !? Decided to take a breath! You know what...
At that moment, while I was being reprimanded, I looked at the man with frightened eyes, and tears had already begun to roll in them. At that very moment, I started to whimper. I tried to restrain myself, but I still managed to ask:
- How did you find me?
He silently pointed in the direction of the observers and in the same second I burst into tears. I couldn't breathe because of the tears. At that moment, Raven was confused, he did not know what to do, how to calm me down in this case and just hugged me, letting all my emotions out.
"That's right... I didn't calculate this case... All the time when I got stuck, Dan was always told by the observers and in this case again they tried, but why didn't they let me do it? Maybe that was the last thing Dany asked them to do? "I thought at the time.
And probably not in vain they told Raven about my intentions, now I run a flower shop as I dreamed, I'm 21, and three years have passed since the incident and it always seems to me that Daniel is watching me. After all, every time something happens, it’s like something pulls me away, but there is no one around.Jan 6, 2023
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