The Light
Hello! Uhm.. this one is a piece I made of my partner. Ever since I knew him I wanted to capture how his beauty enchanted my mind. Ahem, I know this might sound overly dramatic or romantic, but i was never more literal about a said sentence. Because of this, I was scared to draw him. Every time I'd try I kept messing up over and over and over again; maybe to some it wouldn't be big mistakes, but to me he needed to be perfect. If I cant portray how i see him through my eyes, then why try at all? But i couldn't stop thinking about him. I couldn't stop analyzing him. Noting every detail in his features which would pull me more into him.. I needed to capture it somehow. but how will I do it without mistakes? I can't make mistakes. Not when it comes to him. He has to be as mesmerizing as he is.
Sigh.. but this was a first step I needed to take. Try. Over and over again. Until I'm satisfied.. or at least somewhat satisfied. I'm happy with this piece. However, I didn't capture his full beauty.. Im happy with the pieces of him I managed to capture, pieces which drew me in the moment I saw him playing with his candle... And even though it's not perfect just yet, I'm happy feeling im getting there. One day i don't only want to capture him, but portray my love for him as well. I want whoever looks at my piece to see the love I hold for him..
Ah god, I went on a ramble.. In a way I noticed I connected my personal growth with this.. however i don't want to get into it. I hope you like this one. I hope you see his beauty and the love i hold for him.
× reshares are greatly appreciated ×Jul 12, 2023
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