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Hating my life rn
I'm on period and woke up to my sheets ruined
My childhood white friend came over and "pretended" to say the N wordhe said the first syllable
Childhood friend came over and won't stop cursing in front of my lil sis and got angry and started saying the f slur(a slur to insult people in the lbgtq+ and homosexuals.)
Caught myself cutting myself again
Childhoods friends step dad was talking to him while we were playing pool hating on Trans people saying how he doesn't want to be confused like them(this kinda hurt cause i was once really confusedabout my gender)
Childhood friend was hating on gay people as well saying that if I didn't make the shot in poo, than I'm gay, which thanks sis cause I am a bit homiesexual for my homies
Started crying bc my social anxiety was at a 12/10 and I couldn't eat in front of the guest nor get food
Then, started to go back to childhood me saying I wasn't going to eat anything anymore while I hit my head with my fist+pulling my hair trying to rip it out.
(P.S this was all in one day and a morning)Jul 14, 2023
I'm on period and woke up to my sheets ruined
My childhood white friend came over and "pretended" to say the N wordhe said the first syllable
Childhood friend came over and won't stop cursing in front of my lil sis and got angry and started saying the f slur(a slur to insult people in the lbgtq+ and homosexuals.)
Caught myself cutting myself again
Childhoods friends step dad was talking to him while we were playing pool hating on Trans people saying how he doesn't want to be confused like them(this kinda hurt cause i was once really confusedabout my gender)
Childhood friend was hating on gay people as well saying that if I didn't make the shot in poo, than I'm gay, which thanks sis cause I am a bit homiesexual for my homies
Started crying bc my social anxiety was at a 12/10 and I couldn't eat in front of the guest nor get food
Then, started to go back to childhood me saying I wasn't going to eat anything anymore while I hit my head with my fist+pulling my hair trying to rip it out.
(P.S this was all in one day and a morning)Jul 14, 2023
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Oh I didn't mention but this guy also threated he'd rape me, he doesn't know that already happened to me twice
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