@doodlemetimbers's post on Artfol

How are you Really. ..? (:

no judgment ((:
Dec 19, 2021
#question
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Mm, what an excellent question. If you get an answer, plz let me know(:
Lonely and going through lots of mood swings all the time
A little alone and like I'm missing out. I've been home and haven't seen my friends for a lot of reasons involving covid and I just found out that the last of my friends now has a boyfriend. The friend who is even more awkward than me and more dense when it comes to romance and relationships. I am now the only person in our group who has never had a relationship and I turn 17 in a week. It stings a bit. I also feel like I'm missing out on other key teenager things. I spend 90% of my time at home not talking to anyone. Oh well. It's not like my life is boring or I don't like it. Just feels like I'm doing something wrong
I feel an emptiness. I am very unconfident in my ability to draw and I have a creative block in general. I feel extremely lonely everywhere,more than usual,especially now that I don’t get too noticed on social media. At the moment I feel like I have little purpose. Since drawing and creating stories are my favorite things to do not feeling much joy from them is having no reason.
Mostly just chillin now that I’m home, but father dearest has been getting on my nerves more than normal :)
Kind of stressed tbh. I just remembered some stuff i hate ans thought I got past, and now I'm super stressed again haha-

I feel like I'm too sensitive tbh, cuz my mood can flip like a switch. I can be happy at one point and stressed + depressed at another. Idk why :/
bored and annoyed, like always
Weirdly good ° > ° i mean for a really REALLY long time i thought i was doing good but these days i realized i wasnt doing good then.

It feels like a very big scar just healed. It doesnt hurt anymore and im just realized it was hurting for past 4 years ° >°

And know everything is great... Which is weird because being mentally stable is a knew thing for me 😅

Im happy tho :3 thx for asking
Getting better
Lately I've been doubting my artistic skills. I feel like I'm not good enough or doesn't work hard enough to ever get a job as an illustrator, concept artist or similar. Thinking about the future makes me anxious.
But I'm not exactly sad? As long as I focus on the present I feel happy or at least calm
anxious about the future, there's a lot going on 🙃🕺
Sleepy and hungry af just like everyday 😂
Not gonna eat, it's a pain to cook and I am broke af but I'll go to sleep and dream about my crush becoming my boyfriend, bye
I'm doing fine! I just can't help being unproductive which makes me feel bad rn. I couldn't get good ideas or to draw the ideas for posting.

I hope social media algorithm is kind enough giving me attention especially some thoughts from people for my artworks in Instagram.

Grrr