@yume_no_mirai_'s post on Artfol
Vent
Okay so I tried for all the beginning of the week to think about something else,like trying to find questions about someone else's OCs,but nah.That didn't work.There's like just too much things who happened in this year,and the cat things was the drop who makes the cup full.Like I can even do something without feeling down.I feel a lot of pressure,a very whole lot.Like,I was already feeling down before.But not THAT down.I'm just the opposite of rested.I'm running out of time,I always feel like I'm running everywhere.In all the places.Here too.I'm also annoying everyone,with questions and comments.Like,how can I even relax,in this huge "mess"!?How can I relax with the pressure to be a good person?Somebody people would trust?Like I thought was done with problems.Then I learn I have Covid.YAY.
I need a good new.I need one.Just one.
The world is going crazy.I lost my faith in humanity.
(French)
Je trouve ça vraiment dure de savoir qu'il y a des chances que ma relâche soit gaché par le convoi. J'ai besoin de ce repos,de ces vacances. Et ces camionneurs vont tout gacher.Feb 16, 2022
Okay so I tried for all the beginning of the week to think about something else,like trying to find questions about someone else's OCs,but nah.That didn't work.There's like just too much things who happened in this year,and the cat things was the drop who makes the cup full.Like I can even do something without feeling down.I feel a lot of pressure,a very whole lot.Like,I was already feeling down before.But not THAT down.I'm just the opposite of rested.I'm running out of time,I always feel like I'm running everywhere.In all the places.Here too.I'm also annoying everyone,with questions and comments.Like,how can I even relax,in this huge "mess"!?How can I relax with the pressure to be a good person?Somebody people would trust?Like I thought was done with problems.Then I learn I have Covid.YAY.
I need a good new.I need one.Just one.
The world is going crazy.I lost my faith in humanity.
(French)
Je trouve ça vraiment dure de savoir qu'il y a des chances que ma relâche soit gaché par le convoi. J'ai besoin de ce repos,de ces vacances. Et ces camionneurs vont tout gacher.Feb 16, 2022
#vent
#sorrysorry
#pressure
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And what if Gros tas die?What if they kick Flanders or Gollum out?What if they break my heart more?My mother saved me from a Burn out,I'm sure I wouldn't be alright if she didn't accept to take me home with the covid thing.
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Plus I miss Hansel so much,I need to see him one last time,I can't sleep with the feeling he's maybe not alright....It's the second time they do that,they didn't tell me they were going to go "kill" Binx at the veterinary,so I didn't said a proper goodbye to him....My father announced me that when I was watching my favorite series,that now I hate for all my cells.......And he was like you are exagering, when I said I wasn't really hungry....
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And actually now I'm regretting most of my pasts interactions outta here?Like Why do I actually makes you endure my vents ?I don't know......but I'm so sorry,this is the only way I can Vent,I don't feel good to vent to someone,I don't want to annoy people for my stupid problems......Well anyway....
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