Vent art+sona with ripped off head[no blood since mech]
Free me from my mind
OK so here's a vent art I forgot to post as well?I'm always stuck in my head,thinking,overthinking,or finding a way people don't totally hate me as well.Like I rarely think for my mental health,and I dare do I get to culpabilising that I just go back to start.And I hurt.really hurt.It's hard,when you let yourself endure all your sufferance.Take my daddy issues. I'm not good there.They don't really respect me,and they are full of non-sense.I pay for it.i suffer.But I think it's my fault if I have theses needs,and regrets it.i think I'm the problem.so I don't go.I like my dad.but I'm not good at all.
I wish I could just stop everything one sec.Or else be able to be me,at least.Be Spooka,the nervous little kid who loves to learn about depression and loves Dark and maybe a lil scary things.The retro kid.It hurts.
Like I culpabilise for doing fanart of ocs I really like?even if it makes me actually happy?But I'm scared the people I constantly annoys just decide to end it up and laugh at me.or hate me because of that.I'm at the point I cry in the bus while listening to Words Fails from Dear Evan Hansen.and I can ki da relate to the song in somes parts.
I'm miserable.Oct 30, 2022
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