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OKAY heres a vent??? Not really but yeah!

So ive been thinking of losing weight lately but then again im really happy the way i am. Sometimes it just feels so awful to stand around these skinny girls and it makes my confidence plummet down. But sometimes i feel really pretty in my body.

Like i HATE the fact that my brain is wired up in a way that I'm MADE TO think about others opinions before I wear something. Like I don't want to but the second I step out of the house i feel like everyone has the right to judge me?? Like why?? Its just clothes???? That i like to wear??? And feel comfortable in???

Anyways FUCK people who start whispering or looking at each other in that gossipy way after they look at me. Single-handedly ruined my self confidence. (I'M PRETTY IMO ASF BUT IT STILL HURTS WHEN THEY DO THAT FUCK YOUUU)
May 17, 2021
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U know what pisses people even more(in a good way)? Confidence! Show that you lovin urself the way u r and that u don't give a damn. It's not an insecurity if u don't look at it as an insecurity~👌🏼
Same bestie :((((
I feel the same, honestly I've always been taught that I was beautiful the way I am, but that I could always lose a bit of Weight.....

I'm 5'7, built with wide shoulders, a long torso, and big legs, how the hell am I supposed to look like? Like I lost 20 pounds due to my diet changing during the pandemic and I'm still feeling terrible at times :♡: