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Vent/rant thing? I dunno, it’s not like a super deep topic tho (plus it’d be nice if someone read this and could fill me in on some things)
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I’ve been noticing a trend in my behavior, that’s just been there for like, my whole life, and it’s sorta weird. I never really noticed it but… like, I give up really easy… I dunno why.. .. I just tend to give up on things real easy… and I have trouble caring about a lotta things, specially if I already gave up on tryna care about it, like if I wanted to fix a big problem, and like, I know I should care, and I wanna care and do something about it but it takes so much commitment and energy and time and energy… .. It’s like, it’s just so hard, and I somehow eventually after a while of trying and failing, convince myself that it’s not worth it? Even if I know that it is worth it, and I really wanna like, fix this problem, cos it’s causing so many issues, but I just.. cant find the energy and motivation… I don’t know why… is this what depression is??? Lol I dunno, man…
Mar 7, 2022
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