Daily Journal no.1I just quit my college 3 month ago, knowing i just destroying myself by forcing myself to doing something i didnt even want, you see, i am an art guy but i forcing myself to studied in law faculty in college despite being an art school graduete. Thing was simple and easy at first, but thing start to turn ugly and getting worse by time, 3 years pass and in the end, i just destroying myself completly to the point my drawing skill becoming dull and the worse thing is i almost unable to hold pencil like how i used to be. Depressed, i quit then i just wasting my time lazing around watching youtube because i losing motivation to do something else, but then i found something interisting. So, there is this youtuber called Daebom, he is artist who make a moe character from game war thunder. A couple day ago he made a series of 100 day challenge where he challenge himself to making art daily for 100 day for improving his art skill. Inspire by him, i start to do the same. I want to go back being artist again and making art just like how i was supposed to do before the pandemic, so that why, i start drawing again while trying to make myself better in the prosses.
This drawing over here, even tho the tittle said day one, but actually it take three day to made, damn just how much my drawing skill become dulled after all those years sitting in front of computer doing online class and making an essay so much that it reduced my skill. Haha, lets hope i getting better in the future.Jun 8, 2022