@hairymoths's post on Artfol
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This is my cringest textpost but i have to write it down somewhere,, ik a lot of ppl say this , i didn't think i would make it past 15, and i didn't think i could take this voice out of my head, and im not in the greatest place rn, im not even close to being a decent version of myself, but god i do want to live, i don't have those thoughts in me anymore. I mean ofc i do, they've always been yelling shit to my ear since i Can remember, but now i can just accept they're an angry version of me, one that just wants to give up, but im not that version of me, im the living one, the one that can't try it's hardest, the one who's 'best' isn't shit, the talentless one, but if this is the only one version that can stay the fuck alive i will keep it for as long as it can keep goingMay 14, 2023
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I'm so proud of you for making it here today, and that you're able to deal with these thoughts though nobody deserves to have them in the first place. But I'm really genuinely happy to read that you're determined to live, you're so fucking rad
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I've struggled a lot in my own life, idk your current age. But ones worldview and life will change drastically over time. I was struggling growing up with everything from bullying to depression, existential crisis and a home that I didn't always feel safe in. It caused me big damage and I thought I couldn't get over it but I fought and fought and fought, got help from doctors/psychiatrists. Keep up the fight, it's rough, I still make mistakes but this life is beautiful in its own right.
Are you talking to a professional about these thoughts? That can be a first step to move toward a better mindset and give stability.
Are you talking to a professional about these thoughts? That can be a first step to move toward a better mindset and give stability.
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