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So im upset
Cuz i remembered many people who have told me what my parebts doing what they r legally required to do as parents
Is enough
N then saying in not abused cuz they quote "chose not to get an abortion" .....
So heres some proof im a trauma survivor yay.
I hate going to pools
Y?
Cuz i hate weqring swim leggings its so uncomfy but i also hate wearing swim shorts cuz they show my legs
U may ask
Well dev whats wrong with showing off ur legs in a waterpark where people have their damn tibbies hanging out half the time
N to that i say
Well at face value nothing
HOWEVER
I am terrified to show my legs in public
I even wear pants in 100+°F weather in my own home thats how bad it is
No its not that they r unshaven
No its not sh scars
No its not body dysmorpha or dysphoria
Its the sole fact that i think i am going to be raped if any part of my bear leg skin is showing.
Well y is that?
Wrll well well
Qhwn i was like 10 yrs of age or younger my dad dwcided to start telling me terrible things qould happwn if i qore dresses that were above my knees
Tw: r@pe
He bassically told me i would be kidnapped, or raped (qithout saying the word rape cuz i didmt know about it yet) if i shoqed off too mich
AT 10 FUCKING YRS OLD
So now i am always terrified ima be raped if i show off my legs.
And no i dont give a fuck abour spelling it is 2am i am pissed off and on the verge of a mwntal breakdown turned violent.Mar 19, 2022
Cuz i remembered many people who have told me what my parebts doing what they r legally required to do as parents
Is enough
N then saying in not abused cuz they quote "chose not to get an abortion" .....
So heres some proof im a trauma survivor yay.
I hate going to pools
Y?
Cuz i hate weqring swim leggings its so uncomfy but i also hate wearing swim shorts cuz they show my legs
U may ask
Well dev whats wrong with showing off ur legs in a waterpark where people have their damn tibbies hanging out half the time
N to that i say
Well at face value nothing
HOWEVER
I am terrified to show my legs in public
I even wear pants in 100+°F weather in my own home thats how bad it is
No its not that they r unshaven
No its not sh scars
No its not body dysmorpha or dysphoria
Its the sole fact that i think i am going to be raped if any part of my bear leg skin is showing.
Well y is that?
Wrll well well
Qhwn i was like 10 yrs of age or younger my dad dwcided to start telling me terrible things qould happwn if i qore dresses that were above my knees
Tw: r@pe
He bassically told me i would be kidnapped, or raped (qithout saying the word rape cuz i didmt know about it yet) if i shoqed off too mich
AT 10 FUCKING YRS OLD
So now i am always terrified ima be raped if i show off my legs.
And no i dont give a fuck abour spelling it is 2am i am pissed off and on the verge of a mwntal breakdown turned violent.Mar 19, 2022
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