@synne's post on Artfol

Anyone else super self-conscious of their process? I consider myself a very slow artist and my process is riddled with innumerable mistakes.

I've had requests for screen recordings and videos of my art, but I just feel way too embarassed and exposed to share that. I'm just wondering if I'm alone in this feeling?
Mar 30, 2022
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This is why I nvr stream myself sketching smth. I only stream once I've finalised the sketch and am rdy to line it. Bc then ppl won't see how chaotic & slow my process is during that phase.
Nah I get the pain- Kinda painful as well that it's 20+ hours of work per my usual drawings
nah, i get it, i always get so insecure about my ability/skill while drawing or even before drawing..it sucks because the process slows and instead of finishing, i end up sucked into this abyss of nothingness and hard self critiquing 🤧

whenever i make one accidental stroke or sketch something ugly, even if i’m at my adjustment phase, i wanna cut it outta my time lapse. i see other artists who easily lay out their drawing and visual without much redos which leads me feelin so?? inadequate? like i won’t ever improve to be THAT good 🤧