@yume_no_mirai_'s post on Artfol

Vent?




Guys I hate this.I have the feeling I'm running out of time(Why do you write like your running out of time?)And feel nervous.but why?WHY?
I need to be relax.live in the present.BUT HOW DO YOU DO THAT!?
People tell me to Breathe.WHAT DOES IT CHANGE ON MY FEELING!?

It would be much easier to curl on a corner and wait until I'm calm.BUT I'M NEVER SATISFIED.I always want to have a perfect life,Be perfect,and show people I'm ain't lazy.Show them I'm more that this mess.More than this broken kid.But eeeh,like people say:

-I'm absurd

-I should take more care of my appearance,my clothes doesn't match and my hair are not goodly placed.

-I should go and make some real friends.

-i'm lazy.

But what for?

Why am i so nervous?Every thing is fine and will be goooood.......

Nah.
May 1, 2022
Comments
This sounds a lot like my anxiety, but the way I deal with it and I really just mean deal with cause idk how to fix it is by making small goals. Like one of my goals today is to cook something. Also by how much I see you post you don't seem lazy you just have other priorities
L feel like this all of the time so your not the only one.. but if u need to talk am always free to talk to..
I feel this all the time, I don't know how to help you since I'm still trying to figure out how to help myself. I just want to tell you that you're not alone, we're not alone. We can get through this. It'll get better