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Not gonna lie, I'm really dreading tomorrow..

I go back to work, usually it dosent phase me because it's a normal occurrence and I get to walk around, clear my head and everything.

But after what I've went through and how I had a breakdown, it's intimidating me now, I used to have days where I wore only sunglasses so no one could see my eyes..

I just wish everyone would stop hurting me, whenever something good always happens, there's always something else that ruins the scenario every time, originally I was pumped to go home one day to continue streaming again when suddenly that incident occurs right when I finish my shift.

I've had my fair share of traumatic moments invilving people who I thought I could trust, and I wanted to believe that I could still see the good in most people who've inadvertently hurt me, now I only wish to be silent.
May 1, 2023
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Sometimes, I just wish my head was built different..