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TRIGGERS: ABUSE, SELF HARM, GROOMING, DRUG USE
Age 11 we moved to our other grandpa and grandma, it was pretty cool ig it was very calm, started getting into minecraft videos! I loved captain sparklez and skydoesminecraft specifically, i also got into slenderman, and gmod sfm, and fot to play a xbox for the first time, i played cod waw and it was so badass, seeing how amazing a game could be and how much it could distract me was cool, nothing really hard happened other than missing uncle m, 12 we moved into our own home after staying out in a small home for a bit, then later the same year we moved to another town 30 mins away, the new town was pretty god awful but it was a free home left to jack by his dead grandma, this year was super fucking depressing, i got bullied in school but i was super weird, i got into the animation meme community after watching cookie pawz animations, i got discord that same month cause i joined fitz discord server, it was pretty shit cause the first person i ever met online exposed me to self harm around the time i was already depressed cause i had those dumb kid thoughts of "holy shit the world is gonna end in 6 trillion years i have to stop it, also im gonna die some day thats scary" anyway said person had me send pics and videos of me hurting myself specifically my privates or else he would cut himself or kill himself, it changed of what he would do but i was scared most definetly, i delt with it for a few months until i finally let someone meet him and said lerson was nice to me and told me he was a horrible person so i blocked him, later that year i found out my mom was on drugs again when she overdosed and i was home alone with her and had to hold her hand through it while she was salivating and foaming from the mouth slumped in a chair, after this my life felt so depressing, this was around the time i could comprehend trauma and started having those feelings, i also took it out on this daughter mom duo i played fortnite with, it sucked cause i lost them but i was a annoying ass kid, anyways my mom got sick of doing drugs, oh yea she was with and married to jack, he ended up being a drug producer and had even killed someone around this time and it was just odd man, but we went bath to living with grandma and grandpa, this was the end of 11 to 12Jan 24, 2024
Age 11 we moved to our other grandpa and grandma, it was pretty cool ig it was very calm, started getting into minecraft videos! I loved captain sparklez and skydoesminecraft specifically, i also got into slenderman, and gmod sfm, and fot to play a xbox for the first time, i played cod waw and it was so badass, seeing how amazing a game could be and how much it could distract me was cool, nothing really hard happened other than missing uncle m, 12 we moved into our own home after staying out in a small home for a bit, then later the same year we moved to another town 30 mins away, the new town was pretty god awful but it was a free home left to jack by his dead grandma, this year was super fucking depressing, i got bullied in school but i was super weird, i got into the animation meme community after watching cookie pawz animations, i got discord that same month cause i joined fitz discord server, it was pretty shit cause the first person i ever met online exposed me to self harm around the time i was already depressed cause i had those dumb kid thoughts of "holy shit the world is gonna end in 6 trillion years i have to stop it, also im gonna die some day thats scary" anyway said person had me send pics and videos of me hurting myself specifically my privates or else he would cut himself or kill himself, it changed of what he would do but i was scared most definetly, i delt with it for a few months until i finally let someone meet him and said lerson was nice to me and told me he was a horrible person so i blocked him, later that year i found out my mom was on drugs again when she overdosed and i was home alone with her and had to hold her hand through it while she was salivating and foaming from the mouth slumped in a chair, after this my life felt so depressing, this was around the time i could comprehend trauma and started having those feelings, i also took it out on this daughter mom duo i played fortnite with, it sucked cause i lost them but i was a annoying ass kid, anyways my mom got sick of doing drugs, oh yea she was with and married to jack, he ended up being a drug producer and had even killed someone around this time and it was just odd man, but we went bath to living with grandma and grandpa, this was the end of 11 to 12Jan 24, 2024
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