oh no another one

its geeettttiiiiinnnnngggg woooooorrrrrsssseeeeeee

// tiny lil vent ig??? //

her dad is terrifying and wont let her talk to her friends at all because of dumb reasons and text is the only way i can talk to her maybe until january and i dont think i can handle that i dont want to miss her birthday i promised id make cookies and i miss her so much its only been two days that i havent gotten to talk to her but it feels like its been years and years and i just miss herrrrr

is it wrong that i just want to protect her from the world because this place is a shithole and she deserves better and shes a precious little ball of cookie dough but she can also kick your face in and i miss her i miss her i miss her i miss her i give her flowers all the time because it makes her happy and now i cant i just want her back whyyyy am i so needyyyyy whyyy am i so cliiiinggggyyyyy whyyy is her dad a literal psychopathhhhh

so many songs remind me of her and i want to give them to her and i just want tk give her everything i just c a n t because until january my sister wont be fully vaccinated and grrhshshhahshdhhaheggsgahbsbdbsbabdb man i just want to cry haha whatever bye