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[vent]

Been listening to Burnt Out by Leanna Firestone a lot. It hurts to listen to but it also kind of helps?
I can relate to it a lot, I went through a break up a couple weeks ago and this song describes perfectly how it was and how I feel about it. And that hurts, because listening to it reminds me why I left.
But at the same time it helps because I go through the anger and the sad feelings, it’s bittersweet and it stings.
But in the end I can hug my pillow and smile. Smile because I left. I didn’t let it continue like I used to, I’m the one who left, I put my foot down. I stood up for myself and I never used to do that.
That means I’m growing, that means there’s a chance that one day I’ll be ok, and one day I’ll be able to see the signs before I even let myself in that situation in the first place.
And that thought... gives me hope. So yeah, Burnt Out hurts like hell but it’s also nice... anyways sorry. I needed to vent a little and I have no one else to talk about this with.
Aug 26, 2021
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