Are magnificent beings allowed to cry?

They say they’re kicking me out of heaven for the way I look, they tell me to wear a hood because I look disgusting. Why are angels so cruel to other angels? I thought we were meant to be nice.
I don’t want to be a Angel I hate my wings and everything that has to do with me being a angel.
It hurts to be here I want them to Banish me to earth maybe one day I’ll be able to go there..
-HERES A SKETCH I didn’t use a reference so it’s probably not good but I had fun with this tbh I for a while lost my passion to draw and this helped a bit to not push myself and just have fun