Getting over first attempt
So back then I had, not so fun unhealthy cycle loving my crush, getting mad at my crush, trying to get over my crush, my crush running back, and the cycle repeats again and again. and now 2022, since I finally look back 9 years of dealing with him. I realize if he ain't going to talk to me and respect me online in just like in person then he's just not worth it. Like I actively tried to communicate with him I tried to talk to him I tried to make him see how me and other people feel about him doing these things and him just not understanding is just kind of what triggers me and pisses me off more. I'm just saying he's just not worth the pain at this point and now I finally moved on and I found a sweet guy who doesn't do all those things and actually respects me and now we text but I'm awkward because I'm learning from Ethan as an experience and Ethan was the name of my ex Crush and honestly the drawings from 2015 to 2022, I had a lot of drawings of this guy and I wanted him to see the pain that he's causing for me and his exes, but like him, he doesn't listen.Feb 1, 2022#ventart
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