@ryantuk's post on Artfol

Hey everyone, just wanted to make a lil update of how things are going rn in life.

First to tell to my mutuals sorry cause I haven't been checking any of their art lately or interacting, and it will maybe be like that for a while...

I won't go much into details, so, just a bunch of things on top of other are just making me be in a bad mental place, along with the chronic pain in my arm I deal with.

I hope I can get an appointment with my psychologist soon next week, maybe that can help somehow...
I'll try to lil by lil come back to my usual "normality" tho, hopefully soon I will have the strength? I really want to get out of this state, it's just being a lil harder lately.

Tomorrow there's pride parade, and even tho I'm not feeling very enthusiastic now... It is something I was planning since the beginning of the year, and maybe it will help me? Idk, just to try somethign I never done and I wanted to do before, so I'll push myself the best I can and hope it's nice and I can overcome it, and also wear that outfit I prepare specially for that day. But I'm feeling unsure rn, maybe tomorrow is different?

Hope this wasn't very long, Thank you for your support on my art as always, I appreciate you stick with me
Jul 1, 2023
Comments
I’m sorry you’re going through such a hard time, I hope you enjoy the pride parade and that things smooth out for you 💕 Don’t feel guilty for not being active here, you’re under no obligation to, especially if it’s not making you happy.
Be gentle with yourself 💕. Your mental wellbeing always goes first. ☺️
>>cheers you on<<
Hope you’ll get better soon!
Don't feel bad about taking a break❤️ hope you'll get better soon
ahh it's ok, hope you get better soon :( Take lots of care, and I hope that at least the parade helps you feel better. If not, that's okay, we can't be okay all the time sadly 💔💔 just take your time!
No worries! Your health is the first priority 🩷