Mommy? Where are you?

I was physically abandoned by my mom when I was 5,
And also emotionally abandoned by almost all the adults in my life around that time too. My mother is still to this day coming in and out of my life 24/7.
Lol abandonment issues.
Actually tho lol I can't have my friend walk behind me without me checking every 5 secs to make sure they didn't leave lol

Brooo why the mouth be lookin like thattt