Me sliding into your DMs

I have been making a ton of art except it’s mostly been vent art which I don’t really feel comfortable posting. Not just because it’s kinda violent but it’s also really personal to me. But dang I’m really good at drawing and it makes me sad I can’t show off how good I am at drawing depressed people.

Speaaaaking of which: I’m now medicated for anxiety/depression

So yeah there’s that.

I’ve been feeling this way for a while but I guess it’s just gotten to that point where it’s messing with my functionality.
Feels weird to actually admit that “yeah it is that bad” instead of pretending to be acceptable.
I had been doing counseling through my college for a bit but it never really seemed to help. I kept going with the hope that maybe I’d get better but I only started to dread going because I started to hate talking about myself. I never felt like I could really communicate what I was feeling.

I’m just glad I don’t wanna die. I feel like I have a really good future ahead of me even through what I’m going through now feels like heck.

I do hope the medication helps. Supposed to take a bit to actually be effective.


I think it’s good to share about stuff like this. I think it’s pretty common but not a lot of people talk about it which I think makes people like me more hesitant to seek help or admit where they’re at