persona wip again

I've been feeling really bad the past 2 days and I'm behind in school a lot so I haven't been doing much. im feeling pretty sick / in bad health too X[ I'm not sure what it is. but I don't feel like it's of enough concern to visit a doctor. I've just been very fatigued and feverish.
(tw for su1c1de mention + transphobia below this [?])

I have not had suicidal thoughts this bad since like..the fifth grade. o_O"
im very afraid of counselors because of when I last saw one in fifth grade at that time, but I'm trying to set up something so that I can go talk to the one here about one of our teachers who is...surely not the best. not only is he racist to multiple races, but heavily transphobic, refuses to call any trans kid by the right pronouns and only uses the preferred name for them if he likes the student or doesn't know they're trans yet.. and openly talks about how he thinks trans ppl are disgusting and a danger to society as a whole and should be illegal and then says that if they are allowed to use the "wrong bathroom" (which..trans kids aren't allowed to use their preferred bathroom at my school anyways despite having a rule against transphobia) then he says that he, a cis straight man, should be allowed in a girls high school bathroom...um..no sir I don't think you have any reason to be in there...
not only that but he complains about every single one of his classes TO his other classes. and he refused to help me on an assignment for like 3 days. I asked him for help multiple times on all of those days because we had tests on stuff we didn't even learn yet and he said he doesn't even know how to do this stuff!! why the hell are we being tested on stuff YOU don't know?? why do you not know how to solve the math YOU'RE teaching us?!! and I was reading for like 15 minutes in class because I was waiting for him to stop talking so I could ask for help on something and then he started complaining. I came for tutoring TO GET HELP ON THE ASSIGNMENT HE REFUSED TO HELP ME WITH FOR 3 DAYS. AND HE STARTS COMPLAINING THAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING AND THAT IM A BAD STUDENT FOR NOT UNDERSTANDING SOMETHING HE NEVER EVEN TAUGHT ME..? ..WHAT

sorry for the long vent on here but I genuinely have not felt this awful in years man :( I don't need to be happy all the time. I just don't want to be constantly unwell either..but I am

will hide this when I get the full ref done.Mar 30, 2022

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qwlfly912

4yr

dude that guy is an absolute jerk, doesn't deserve to have you as his student let alone be a teacher in the first place. I hope you get better soon bestie, i'm here if you need anything, including math help although idk how useful that would be JSDJJ

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koroteax

4yr

I hope you're feeling okay. Teachers like that friggin sssssuck. My 6th grade math teacher was a damn pedo, and had that same view about trans bathrooms. I think the thing to do is take action. Call for change, an apology, anything. You're very brave to deal with what you do on the regular.

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ErratiC_DisasteR

4yr

Omg thats so stupid how did he get hired as a teacher in the first place??? >:(

Really cool art tho, I love how you did the half centipede half human kinda thing :D

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