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warning for talking about sa and transphobia
today my parents got mad at me over me asking that they do not call me a confused lesbian because I'm a trans man or say that I am delusional/need therapy/am having an episode/etc. and that's why I think I'm trans or that they wish I wasn't this way
there was a lot between that but
my mom was upset at me at one point and I think I put it aside when it happened because I was so shocked and there was already enough going on that I couldn't deal with this part right now
but I just remembered it and I need to tell someone about this and I have nobody
I don't even know if my mom will listen if I tell her it made me upset
my mom groped me earlier today to "prove" that I don't need to get top surgery / shouldn't get top surgery when I'm older because my chest isn't big enough to even bother removing
I feel so horrible and sick and disgusting right now
I cannot remember the number of times I have been touched by someone without being okay with it
but I was finally having a while without it happening
and I was getting better about touch
I've never been good with it especially after I was SA'd before
but I was finally letting my friends hug me
and I was able to trust my boyfriend enough to put his hands on me
And I feel like it's just all gone again
I'm right back where I was
I don't know what to do
I never expected my mom to do it for whatever reason
I don't know what to do
I'm just ready for my life to be over
I wish I could just go back and undo that
or forget it ever happened
but it did happen
and it was my own mom
just to "prove" I don't need gender affirming care
I'm so tiredApr 14, 2024
today my parents got mad at me over me asking that they do not call me a confused lesbian because I'm a trans man or say that I am delusional/need therapy/am having an episode/etc. and that's why I think I'm trans or that they wish I wasn't this way
there was a lot between that but
my mom was upset at me at one point and I think I put it aside when it happened because I was so shocked and there was already enough going on that I couldn't deal with this part right now
but I just remembered it and I need to tell someone about this and I have nobody
I don't even know if my mom will listen if I tell her it made me upset
my mom groped me earlier today to "prove" that I don't need to get top surgery / shouldn't get top surgery when I'm older because my chest isn't big enough to even bother removing
I feel so horrible and sick and disgusting right now
I cannot remember the number of times I have been touched by someone without being okay with it
but I was finally having a while without it happening
and I was getting better about touch
I've never been good with it especially after I was SA'd before
but I was finally letting my friends hug me
and I was able to trust my boyfriend enough to put his hands on me
And I feel like it's just all gone again
I'm right back where I was
I don't know what to do
I never expected my mom to do it for whatever reason
I don't know what to do
I'm just ready for my life to be over
I wish I could just go back and undo that
or forget it ever happened
but it did happen
and it was my own mom
just to "prove" I don't need gender affirming care
I'm so tiredApr 14, 2024
Comments
Ouchh I'm sorry this happened to you! [Like everyone perfectly worded] my dms always open if anything!!
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I’m so sorry your parents are like that. Nobody deserves to have to deal with that kind of behaviour from ANYONE, especially their own parents like wtf
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I'm soo fucking sorry you had to deal with all that, your mom should've supported you and understand personal boundaries. I'm here if you wanna talk.
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I'm so sorry that this is what you have to deal with right now, that is genuinely sick and disgusting, you don't deserve to be treated like that. I want you to know that there will always be people out there that will love and support you no matter what and that it's never your fault for how your parents are treating you.
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aghhj :(( she shouldn't have done that. That sucks fr and is just plain gross !!! Breaking you out rn
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You don't deserve to be treated like that. I'm so sorry that this happened to you. I hope you find healing and so so much of the love and respect you deserve in the future 
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I'm sorry that happened. No one deserves that, especially from someone who is supposed to at least make you feel safe. 
I hope things will go better for you and I am always in your corner.
I hope things will go better for you and I am always in your corner. •
WTF!!! GENUINELY WTF!!! Your own parent gr*ped you??!!! I'm utterly disgusted by what happened to you! I'm so sick of anti-lgbtq parents assaulting their own kids. I'm sick of transphobic and homophobic people in general. I'm incredibly sorry you had to deal with that Centi! I really hope you'll be ok.
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That's horrible, I'm so sorry you had to go through it, especially after time when you were finally opening up again and the fact it was your own mother. Maybe try talking about it or just talk anything with your boyfriend for comfort or your friends
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