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Kinda vent 
Mm i feel low-key bad because i kinda just..diched one of my irl mutuals because well I'm hella gay and she didn't seem comfy with my gay jokes (and low key homophobic) and uuh we met like twice because she switched school and maybe that's why I don't feel really attached to her but I still feel bad because she keeps reaching out to me #+#???
On another note my mother keeps trying to reach out to me and to like talk to me and genuinely be kind to me but i just can't help the fact that it's just SO HARD to talk to her and to listen to her like this sounds so dumb but i physically can't do it andjdksk and i feel bad for not reaching back but at the same time it really isn't my fault that we're in this situation either and uuhhh byeMay 8, 2021
Mm i feel low-key bad because i kinda just..diched one of my irl mutuals because well I'm hella gay and she didn't seem comfy with my gay jokes (and low key homophobic) and uuh we met like twice because she switched school and maybe that's why I don't feel really attached to her but I still feel bad because she keeps reaching out to me #+#???
On another note my mother keeps trying to reach out to me and to like talk to me and genuinely be kind to me but i just can't help the fact that it's just SO HARD to talk to her and to listen to her like this sounds so dumb but i physically can't do it andjdksk and i feel bad for not reaching back but at the same time it really isn't my fault that we're in this situation either and uuhhh byeMay 8, 2021
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Imagine people reaching out to you xdd. When I talk with someone and it's all cool, but when I stop their not gonna contact back themselves rlly. So I don't like people xd jk jk but I do feel like most people being fake asfff hmph 
like their enthusiastic and talk active with me but if i dont talk they don't 
so idk fuck you vibe u know xdd that's why I have developed this kinda "real friends" folder, u know people who actually care to stay in contact and whatever. 
like their enthusiastic and talk active with me but if i dont talk they don't so idk fuck you vibe u know xdd that's why I have developed this kinda "real friends" folder, u know people who actually care to stay in contact and whatever. •
ahh yeah i understand that, i have a friend a stopped taking to because hes like “selectively kind” to people and i didnt vibe with that but he also keeps reaching out so i feel guilty.
sorry i dont mean to complain on your post. I hope things work out for you, and it’s completely ok to struggle with these things. its not your responsibility to try to mend what others broke, especially if you dont feel ready for it.
on a side note gay humor is the best humor~
sorry i dont mean to complain on your post. I hope things work out for you, and it’s completely ok to struggle with these things. its not your responsibility to try to mend what others broke, especially if you dont feel ready for it.
on a side note gay humor is the best humor~
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•I feel you, my father is trying the same thing, I'm trying to close him out as much and as long as I can while I'm still in the same house
It gets tiring over time.. And like you said it isn't your fault
It gets tiring over time.. And like you said it isn't your fault
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•My bf has a similar thing going on with his dad he just finds his talking unlistenable even tho he hasn't been exactly bad towards him
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•I wouldnt try to rush or forvce yalls relationship. Idk if youre an adult or not but if so, you dont have to put up with that. Sadly, if youre a minor....then you might just have to suck it up :/ sorry bby
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