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Smol pet loss vent:
Im slowly getting actively reminded that my second cat is dead And now the house is truly empty when I'm on my day off.
I wake up and i think i have to feed her, i walk by the open kitchen door and remember I don't have to close it because that cupboard roaming menace is no longer here.
No one to sit outside on the veranda with me and aggressively checking whether I'm still alive while cooking in the sun now that it's getting warmer and i find myself avoiding going outside because it feels lonely.
I know it's only been two weeks and I've always known she wouldn't grow to be that old but still, now it's slowly settling in.
That was the cat i asked to get when i was 11 and she was so much like an unfiltered version of me, it was unreal.
I can't imagine how horrible it must be to loose the only part of your family when you're living alone man.
I keep thinking to check her toilet but it isn't there anymore, i can get up ten minutes later because I don't have to feed her anymore and because we no longer have a garden to bury anyone in she is now burnt and her ashes scattered far sway in another county without us and god do i hope she isn't lonely.
I do not believe in any form of existence after death for multiple reasons; yet deeply set in religious and spiritual beliefs of society and the sheer lack of understanding of the concept of nothingness make me think this way.
I have had a life free of the true tragedy of death; i cannot begin to imagine what people who have lost another human being have to go through.Jun 1, 2023
Im slowly getting actively reminded that my second cat is dead And now the house is truly empty when I'm on my day off.
I wake up and i think i have to feed her, i walk by the open kitchen door and remember I don't have to close it because that cupboard roaming menace is no longer here.
No one to sit outside on the veranda with me and aggressively checking whether I'm still alive while cooking in the sun now that it's getting warmer and i find myself avoiding going outside because it feels lonely.
I know it's only been two weeks and I've always known she wouldn't grow to be that old but still, now it's slowly settling in.
That was the cat i asked to get when i was 11 and she was so much like an unfiltered version of me, it was unreal.
I can't imagine how horrible it must be to loose the only part of your family when you're living alone man.
I keep thinking to check her toilet but it isn't there anymore, i can get up ten minutes later because I don't have to feed her anymore and because we no longer have a garden to bury anyone in she is now burnt and her ashes scattered far sway in another county without us and god do i hope she isn't lonely.
I do not believe in any form of existence after death for multiple reasons; yet deeply set in religious and spiritual beliefs of society and the sheer lack of understanding of the concept of nothingness make me think this way.
I have had a life free of the true tragedy of death; i cannot begin to imagine what people who have lost another human being have to go through.Jun 1, 2023
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