@c0mb4t_bb's post on Artfol
I can always tell that I’m alone but not really lonely most of the time, as I’ve gotten older I think I’ve just gotten more comfortable with that
Although my feelings can be mixed sometimes, I crave socialization but also I think I’ve forgotten how to approach anyone
Idk it’s rlly weird, a small part of me wishes I had more friends that I can connect w/ genuinely (and that they won’t judge me for who I am/how I express things) but also most of the time I enjoy being with myself a lot.. yet it doesn’t rlly mean I DON’T enjoy conversations
It’s sooo UGHHHH I can’t even understand myself sometimes, ill delete this later sorry Oct 16, 2025
Although my feelings can be mixed sometimes, I crave socialization but also I think I’ve forgotten how to approach anyone
Idk it’s rlly weird, a small part of me wishes I had more friends that I can connect w/ genuinely (and that they won’t judge me for who I am/how I express things) but also most of the time I enjoy being with myself a lot.. yet it doesn’t rlly mean I DON’T enjoy conversations
It’s sooo UGHHHH I can’t even understand myself sometimes, ill delete this later sorry Oct 16, 2025
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I enjoy a good conversation but I notice that I don’t know how to jump into a convo that my friend is in with another person, so I’m just standing there awkwardly smiling and waiting for them to be done
I enjoy a good conversation but I notice that I don’t know how to jump into a convo that my friend is in with another person, so I’m just standing there awkwardly smiling and waiting for them to be done•
Dude I totally get this, I wanna hang out with people the way i see them with each other so bad, but every time i get weird or awkward. I'm so embarrassed by my interests and hobbies that I can't help but not to be genuine, which always kills conversation.
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