EvaporateLyrics are from the song "Evaporate" by A.A. Williams!
Another rather personal piece. I've been struggling with my depression this whole year. Everything I did, felt wrong, every new decision seemed meaningless, which led me into a very dark place that looked all too familiar - a place I haven't been to in a very long time... and it almost drowned me.
I have done a few drastic decisions and changes this year and concentrated on getting better and improving my life. It seemed to go into the right direction, but I still felt empty and everything still felt meaningless. I was just tired and exhausted all the time. I wasn't able to take care of myself because my body was tired. On some days I wasn't even able to move or communicate. I was just paralyzed and didn't know why. Haven't I done enough improvement? Isn't my life going into the right direction now? Why do I feel like that?
I'm still working on myself and my situation. It's hard. Very hard, but there are things that I can only manage and figure out on my own, which is why I push everything else away from me for now. But I just need some time and peace. And I hope that I will find a way out soon.Dec 1, 2024
Another rather personal piece. I've been struggling with my depression this whole year. Everything I did, felt wrong, every new decision seemed meaningless, which led me into a very dark place that looked all too familiar - a place I haven't been to in a very long time... and it almost drowned me.
I have done a few drastic decisions and changes this year and concentrated on getting better and improving my life. It seemed to go into the right direction, but I still felt empty and everything still felt meaningless. I was just tired and exhausted all the time. I wasn't able to take care of myself because my body was tired. On some days I wasn't even able to move or communicate. I was just paralyzed and didn't know why. Haven't I done enough improvement? Isn't my life going into the right direction now? Why do I feel like that?
I'm still working on myself and my situation. It's hard. Very hard, but there are things that I can only manage and figure out on my own, which is why I push everything else away from me for now. But I just need some time and peace. And I hope that I will find a way out soon.Dec 1, 2024
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