@roseinapot's post on Artfol

I guess everyone has something going on so i feel less alone. To be honest.. I’m just a bit scared for the future? I wonder if i’m still there ᶘ ᵒᴥᵒᶅ



I do wonder if i should take on things like commissions but to me i feel like it’s not good enough; i think its the high standards; maybe due to online. But. I think its better if I don’t do such a thing for now until I finally feel like i am “good enough” or think it’s decent enough.



Part of me wants to get better at drawing. I think everyone does. It’s fun and thrilling :D. Keep it up! U can do it! Is things i should say to my self more often or everyone should say that. I think its good to not forget the reason to why you’re doing this. Why did I continue this? I think its the people around me that makes me keep going and never stop. I do have some doubts about this journey.. well everyone does my close friend mentions her doubts about this as well but she is still going as its the thing she is very passionate about. I think thats a good thing★彡

Ehe :D Welcome to my not so ted talk;; just random thoughts i had.
Apr 2, 2023
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I have similar thoughts in my head box thinking I need to satisfy myself first before I can start comms. But in the end the client decides if it's worth their money to buy my art which is just business and stuff. But comparing myself to others who do commission is also something I shouldn't do since I'm taking my own path in this art journey. Also I tend to draw slowly so it's not good for deadline type things that have real world consequences and I rather enjoy at my own pace but it could push me to my limits which I like to do. Sometimes it's better to just do it since no matter what your first time is never gonna be perfect it's just gonna get a bit better over time :D ( I should take my own advice haha) looking forward to seeing you take commission if you do decide to take that next step and enjoy your work recently :D