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LONG Vent:
Warning: Suicidal thoughts and eating discorders
Last Warning
Life was okay for just awhile,
Now bam,
Your grandmas dead,
Your brother and sister think youre sick in the head,
Your mom isn’t there,
And your dad is so far gone
you’re not sure what to do.
You might lose your home again,
Your not sure if you really have friends.
You lost sight of all your interests.
Its building up
Its building up,
You got bills and rent due,
Its building up
Its building up,
Your cats need to go to the vet and soon.
You stare at the food on your plate and feel no hunger,
Your eyes are heavy but you can’t seem to slumber,
Your mind is filled with such bad thoughts
That now they are quietly thoughts
that they are telling you to
k* yourself.
You tried eating your way out,
But suddenly you can’t seem to even fill yourself.
Your mind is telling you,
Quit your whining,
Look at your imagination,
Isn’t it shiiiiny?
You stare and see,
Your make shift world,
Crumbling,
Yet a hand reaches out.
And says “Lets go, to the other side, no more pain, no need to hide, lets go, to the other side, I’ll take you to the other side..”
Take me to the other side
Take me to the other side
Take me to the other side
Take me
Take me
Take me
Please
Dont take me to the other side.
As much as its so so bad its currently all that I have.
My insides are rotting,
My eyes won’t close,
I feel my heart is stopping,
What else could I of chose?
I just want to sleep,
I want to sleep,
Please oh please,
Let me rest.Jun 29, 2021
Warning: Suicidal thoughts and eating discordersLast WarningLife was okay for just awhile,
Now bam,
Your grandmas dead,
Your brother and sister think youre sick in the head,
Your mom isn’t there,
And your dad is so far gone
you’re not sure what to do.
You might lose your home again,
Your not sure if you really have friends.
You lost sight of all your interests.
Its building up
Its building up,
You got bills and rent due,
Its building up
Its building up,
Your cats need to go to the vet and soon.
You stare at the food on your plate and feel no hunger,
Your eyes are heavy but you can’t seem to slumber,
Your mind is filled with such bad thoughts
That now they are quietly thoughts
that they are telling you to
k* yourself.
You tried eating your way out,
But suddenly you can’t seem to even fill yourself.
Your mind is telling you,
Quit your whining,
Look at your imagination,
Isn’t it shiiiiny?
You stare and see,
Your make shift world,
Crumbling,
Yet a hand reaches out.
And says “Lets go, to the other side, no more pain, no need to hide, lets go, to the other side, I’ll take you to the other side..”
Take me to the other side
Take me to the other side
Take me to the other side
Take me
Take me
Take me
Please
Dont take me to the other side.
As much as its so so bad its currently all that I have.
My insides are rotting,
My eyes won’t close,
I feel my heart is stopping,
What else could I of chose?
I just want to sleep,
I want to sleep,
Please oh please,
Let me rest.Jun 29, 2021
#vent
#please
#itsjustavent
Comments
Hey, life sounds rough, I’m sorry. I don’t know what to say to all of this not am I good at cheering people up, but things will get better, trust me.
It may not seem like it, but things will get better.
Stay strong
It may not seem like it, but things will get better.
Stay strong
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