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When I came to the Kingdom first, I saw a... Rather interesting performance. It was by a lady named Daielle, probably between the age of 25 and 30. The crowd seemed to know her well. She's quite a popular entertainer in all of Dysta....
She sang a beautiful song about how she does not care about what people think of her as long as she's happy as herself.
But you know, I have noticed a pattern.
The people who say they don't care, are the ones who care the most...
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I entered her inner space that night. I was curious to see if she has any insecurities. To see if she really doesn't care...
She dreamed about failing a performance. Her props and clothes were getting ruined by very small touches. The crowd was constantly yelling at her.
"You're the worst"
"You'll never be good at this"
"Why are you even trying?"
"Just quit already!"
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She woke up and so did I.
I felt a bump on my right side. She must have fell out of bed.
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One of the disadvantages of dream walking is that when you enter someone's dream and you both wake up, you can feel what they feel. Physically and mentally.
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I could feel a mix of those. Sudden shock, relief, fear, anger... But it quickly turned into determination and bravery... The anxiety stayed
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It really goes to show what a hypocritic world we live in.
Life is just a neverending nightmare we live in. And it's full of secret liars...
I told you, did I not?
The ones who say they don't care or that people should not care, are the ones who care the most.
Because saying you don't care, is oh so much easier, than actually not caring.
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Dreams can give you a lot. Both positive and negative.
Which is Why sometimes, I cannot decide... Is my inability to dream a curse or a blessing?
I don't have to witness the insecurites, the fears, the negativity my mind would try to make me face...
Debilitating
Demeaning
Demoralizing
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But I also cannot see the beauty, the creativity, the positive potential it could have... What I could have...
Devoid...
Desolate...
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The butterflies are coming...Jun 26, 2023
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